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i'm more and more depressed every day and there's nothing i can do about it. i have pretty much no one to talk to and if i even mention depression to my parents, they flip out and send me to a therapist or a mental hospital. they have no idea what's going on. they never want to listen to me and i cant take it anymore. my dad hates all of us. he leaves for vacation to visit his brother and aunt whenever he gets the chance. and when he's at home, he just yells at us and calls us pigs and hides downstairs and tells my brother and i we are stupid. he won't even sleep in the same room as my mom anymore. he sleeps downstairs. he says he won't divorce my mom until we're 18 so he can be a good dad but that's a load of bullshit. any day now he'll get sick of this and hit my mom and leave us. i'm just nervously waiting until it happens.
sorry for this stupid vent. i'm gonna shut up now. back into hiding.
sorry for this stupid vent. i'm gonna shut up now. back into hiding.
Changing My Mind.
i felt kinda bad for not coming on anymore so i changed my mind. i will stay here but i doubt i'll post much. :i
well..
my kik; mollers_7
my snapchat; mollers_7
phone number; (note me)
imessage; (note me)
Read.
I'm not gonna check deviantART anymore. No one cares to comment and all I ever get is deviantWATCH messages.
So yeah. I might check it like once a month but that's it. Done with this crap.
More than friends.
Soo.. Hi.
I've told you about the guy I like, or at least one of them; Ash. We talk a lot in Communication Skills and his locker is near mine, right? Well, I've been thinking about him a lot lately. I want to tell him how I feel but I've been rejected so many times before, I'm afraid that's just what will happen. I don't want to ruin our relationship but part of me says that he likes me back. Sometimes we don't do our work and just sit in class and talk the entire time, but sometimes he ignores me and talks to other people. Sometimes he flicks little pieces of paper at me to make me laugh, but sometimes he does that to another girl. Sometime
Not Doing Too Good.
I promised myself I'd stop writing vent journals, but I really need to share this with everyone.
Things aren't really the best right now. Besides you guys, the only one who is keeping me sane and alive is my best friend, Madie. We hang out almost every day after school and she means a lot to me. We never fight and she always knows how to cheer me up.
Anyway, let's start with what happened today.
Well, first off, I got punched in the face. Second, a little kid beat me up with a plastic bat. Third, my brother beat me and then threatened to stab me. And if all of that isn't enough, I've been getting bullied a lot in school. :l
I don't really
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